Ending with Hope

Welp, its the last day of school... pleh. im kinda happy that schools out, but... ima miss my ah mae zin franns!! eh.:/ im going to high school... im not sure how i'll do up there, im sure i'll do fine, no, more than fine! i  have loads of incredible friends that'll be up there with me, making it the best years of my life. && besides that, i have friends already in high school, sooo i got this covered. &&&& teehee... i'll be going to the same school as Derrik<3. bahaha. it'll be his last year in high school though... oh snap! he has to move to Springtown, i just forgot... ugh. well, looks like i wont be seeing him much still.:'/ you know what its gonna be like having a boyfriend who's a senior&&in Springtown?! ugh. this is gonna suck much hardcore anus! well, ima make sure i see him alot this summer... im not sure how, as to the fact he can no longer go to Logan's house. this is... shittt. pure shittt! whatever, this summer will be ah mae zin! i will MAKE ITT ah mae zin. you'll see, you'll allll see.(:

soooo, on another note, how are y'all? any broken hearts? crushed dreams, anyone? hmm. sometimes i think, what if i just disapeared... would anyone care? would anyone really miss me... i mean, sure, my family&&friends will be sad, but for what? what have i REALLY done for them... i try to live everyday to the fullest&&keep a smile on my face. ima try to be a better person, a person my friends can look up to, a person everyone can look up to... someone worth missin'... someone worth there time. i strive to be a good person, but it never really works out... i dont even think i care if it doesn't...

people... are mean... they're rude, inconsiderate, bossy, judgemental, greedy, && just down right evil....

buhhtt, thats okay, cause they're are those few good people, && ones that at least try... im not sure exactly how i fit in in those catagories, but im going to try && be one of the good ones... i have to try, we all should. if you're reading this, i want you to go out && make someones day. i dont care how you do it, but do it, please? you dont know how much that person might need it, you might even save someones life like that... maybe. just... dont do it in a greedy way, do it from your heart, && get nothing in return, besides pride in yourself for doing that for someone && maybe one day, someone will do that for you.

have a wonderful summer everyone. talk to y'all soon. keep it fresh. toodaloo.(:

-Morgann<3

a.k.a. that pain you gots in your rearier area.:D