I've Never Really Had A Friend Of Mine Die Before. No ;James&&I Weren't That Close ,But He Was My Friend&&I've Known Him Forever. I Officially Want To Murder All Drunk Drivers.!-_- It Still Hasn't Really Hit Me That He's Gone Yet. I Feel Bad For All Those Times I'd Ignored His Messages On Facebook. I Miss His Awkward Stance&&When He'd Say ,Probably Not... It Was Annoying Then ;But Now ,I'd Give Anything To Hear Him Say It. My Friend Josh Just Bawled Today At Lunch... I've Never Seen Him Cry ,Much Less ,Bawl. His Viewing Is Tomorrow At 6... :/ Then ,His Funeral's Wednesday At 2. There's Gonna' Be So Many People There. I Think I'm Going To Lose It As Soon As I See Him. It Won't Be Pretty... Ugh. I Hate Death. Man ,I'm Sure Going To Miss Him Creepin' On Me.
RIP James Ray Harris ;
Keep It Safe You Guys... Toodaloo.
-Morgann'(:
a.k.a. That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area
Why Hello Blogger. Remember Me.? Pshh. I Wouldn't Think So ,Considering The Amount Of Time I've Been Away From You. I Got A New Laptop So ;I'll Be On Here Way More. I've Missed Blogging Terribly.
If You Must Know ;Garrison&&I Are Talking Again. Of Course I'm Still Absolutely In Love With The Kid ;But He Doesn't Feel The Same. So ;Him&&I Are Just Friends. Best Friends. We're Very Close Now. Extremely. I Told Him How I Felt. It Was Four Pages Long. ...&&He Rejected Me.:'/
Wanna' See What I Wrote.?
;Morgan Taylor Wilde ,<3
A Name I'd Gladly Take One Day. I Know I'm Not Suppose To Feel This Way Anymore ;But I Can't Help But Be Completely in Love With The Kid. He's Had My Heart From Day One ,That Boy.:) My Only Regret Is Being Too Pushy. I'm Scared I Drove Him Away. It Angers Me So Terribly That He No Longer Shares The Same Compassion As I For Him. It Seems As Though I've Lost Some Of My Desire To Want To Be With Him. I Can Remember The Pain I Felt Just Thinking About Losing Him. How I Couldn't Breathe When I Thought Of Not Marrying Him. ;&&The Night He Told Me He Didn't Want To Be With Me ,&&That We Had Nothing In Common. Oh ;I've Never Felt Such Pain ,In My Entire Life. I Had Never Even Imagined Such Pain Existed. I Was Fighting For Breaths ,&&Choking On Tears ,&&Wanting Nothing But To Die. Not Only Is He The Guy I Love ,He Is My Very Best Friend. I Am More Comfortable With Him Than Any Other Boy I Have Ever Met. After The Sorrows Fated I only Wanted His Happiness. No Matter Who It Was With ,I Wanted Him To Be Happy. Of Course ,I Know For A Fact No Girl Will EVER Love Him Even A Quarter Of The Amount I Love Him. If I Got One Last Wish Before I Died ;I'd Tell Garrison I Love Him. The Maturity He Acquires For A 13 Year Old Is Impeccable. &&I Honestly Think He Is Beyond Gorgeous ,On The Inside&&Out. Yes ,He's A Prick Sometimes ;But He Wouldn't Be Garrison If He Wasn't. It Severely Painful Just Being Just Friends With Him ;But If That's What I Have To Do To Continue Speaking To Him ;I Shall.:) I'd Honestly Do Anything For Him ,ANYTHING.! I'd Die A Gazillion Excruciatingly Painful Deaths ,Before I'd Let Any Harm Come To Him. I Just Plain Love The Kid. With Every Fiber Of My Being. For Example ;I Could Be On A Date With JUSTIN BIEBER &&Garrison Could Call Me Saying He Was Out Of Toilet Paper ;&&I'd Be Outta' There To Go Get My Baby Some Toilet Paper. He. Means. The. World. To. Me. I Feel Bad For Whoever I End Up With 'Cause I Will Never Love Them Like I Love Him. Not Even Near The Amount I Love Him. He's My Pumpkin Butt. Forever&&Always. He Mat Never Love Me In That Way ,Ever ,But I Do Not Care In The Slightest. Well ;I Mean ,It Does. It Kills Me More ,&&More Each Day. I'll Care For Him Regardless. I'll Never Give Up On Him ,Ever. I Love Garrison Michael Wilde With All My Heart ;&& That'll Never Change. ,<3
-&&He Doesn't Care. FAIL.-_-
Welp. Keep It Fresh You Guys. Toodaloo.
-Morgann'(:
a.k.a. That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area
