Is it just me ,or am I dying?

Well ;I'm terribly sick. It is very much ,extremely gross. I'm on my period ,awesome.-_- &&&&I'm grounded... for missing the bus...? Yeah ,ridiculous. Well ;my weekend has just turned to poooo! Bleh. My stomach hurts ,alot. &&it really doesn't feel like cramps... It's weird ,&&I keep having to pee... also ,I'm very bloated. I don't know ,Bro. I feel pregnant ,or something. I've never been pregnant to know what that feels like ;but if I had to guess ,it'd be like this. Obviously ,I'm not pregnant. I haven't had sex in months&&I've had three or four periods since then. So ;no babies for me! Ha. For real ,though. What. Is. Up. Brotato chip? I don't have much to talk about here. I just felt you all were the best people to complain to. Well ;Merry Christmas Guys! &&By the way ,My birthday is in 6 days! Hells yeah ,Bro. The big one five. Well ;Keep it healthy ,You Guys! Toodaloo.

-Morgann'(:
a.k.a. that pain you gots in your rearier area

Vile Happenings ;&&Then There's Cody

So ;Didn't Get To Go To James' Viewing OR His Funeral.:///  ;Buhhhhhhttt It's Okay. I Know James Knows I Love&&Miss Him. Ughhhhhhh.!! I Got A Power Chain On Just My Top Front Teeth ;&&It Hurts Like A Mo To The Fo ,Bro. No Effin' Joke.:'( It's Horrible. On Another Terrible Note ;Garrison (The Love My Life ,My Pumpkin Butt ,My Everything) Wants To Commit Suicide Over Some Girl. I Feel Horrible. Knowing Someone You Love More Than Anything Wants To Kill Himself ;Is Terribley Diplorable. It Makes Me Feel Less Of Myself ;&&It's Not Even Me.! It Kinda Feels Like I've Failed As A Best Friend ;Cause He's No Longer Happy. It's Crazy ;Cause I've Hurt Like That Before ;Over Him. Ugh. I Just Wish He'd Realize That I'd Make Him Happy. I'll Always Love Him No Matter What. He Use To 'Love' Me. Talkin' About Our Future&&All That Jazz. It Kills Me That We're No Longer On The Same Page Here. I'm Dating This Guy Cody Right Now... Again. Third Time. Ha. Well ;We'll See How This Goes. I'm Gonna' Cut This Real Short Today. Keep It 'Positive' ,You Guys. Toodaloo.

-Morgann'(:
a.k.a. That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area

Losing A Friend

I've Never Really Had A Friend Of Mine Die Before. No ;James&&I Weren't That Close ,But He Was My Friend&&I've Known Him Forever. I Officially Want To Murder All Drunk Drivers.!-_- It Still Hasn't Really Hit Me That He's Gone Yet. I Feel Bad For All Those Times I'd Ignored His Messages On Facebook. I Miss His Awkward Stance&&When He'd Say ,Probably Not... It Was Annoying Then ;But Now ,I'd Give Anything To Hear Him Say It. My Friend Josh Just Bawled Today At Lunch... I've Never Seen Him Cry ,Much Less ,Bawl. His Viewing Is Tomorrow At 6... :/ Then ,His Funeral's Wednesday At 2. There's Gonna' Be So Many People There. I Think I'm Going To Lose It As Soon As I See Him. It Won't Be Pretty... Ugh. I Hate Death. Man ,I'm Sure Going To Miss Him Creepin' On Me.

RIP James Ray Harris ;

Keep It Safe You Guys... Toodaloo.

-Morgann'(:
a.k.a. That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area

Back Again ;Talkin' Bout My Pumpkin Butt

Why Hello Blogger. Remember Me.? Pshh. I Wouldn't Think So ,Considering The Amount Of Time I've Been Away From You. I Got A New Laptop So ;I'll Be On Here Way More. I've Missed Blogging Terribly.


If You Must Know ;Garrison&&I Are Talking Again. Of Course I'm Still Absolutely In Love With The Kid ;But He Doesn't Feel The Same. So ;Him&&I Are Just Friends. Best Friends. We're Very Close Now. Extremely. I Told Him How I Felt. It Was Four Pages Long. ...&&He Rejected Me.:'/
Wanna' See What I Wrote.?


;Morgan Taylor Wilde ,<3
A Name I'd Gladly Take One Day. I Know I'm Not Suppose To Feel This Way Anymore ;But I Can't Help But Be Completely in Love With The Kid. He's Had My Heart From Day One ,That Boy.:) My Only Regret Is Being Too Pushy. I'm Scared I Drove Him Away. It Angers Me So Terribly That He No Longer Shares The Same Compassion As I For Him. It Seems As Though I've Lost Some Of My Desire To Want To Be With Him. I Can Remember The Pain I Felt Just Thinking About Losing Him. How I Couldn't Breathe When I Thought Of Not Marrying Him. ;&&The Night He Told Me He Didn't Want To Be With Me ,&&That We Had Nothing In Common. Oh ;I've Never Felt Such Pain ,In My Entire Life. I Had Never Even Imagined Such Pain Existed. I Was Fighting For Breaths ,&&Choking On Tears ,&&Wanting Nothing But To Die. Not Only Is He The Guy I Love ,He Is My Very Best Friend. I Am More Comfortable With Him Than Any Other Boy I Have Ever Met. After The Sorrows Fated I only Wanted His Happiness. No Matter Who It Was With ,I Wanted Him To Be Happy. Of Course ,I Know For A Fact No Girl Will EVER Love Him Even A Quarter Of The Amount I Love Him. If I Got One Last Wish Before I Died ;I'd Tell Garrison I Love Him. The Maturity He Acquires For A 13 Year Old Is Impeccable. &&I Honestly Think He Is Beyond Gorgeous ,On The Inside&&Out. Yes ,He's A Prick Sometimes ;But He Wouldn't Be Garrison If He Wasn't. It Severely Painful Just Being Just Friends With Him ;But If That's What  I Have To Do To Continue Speaking To Him ;I Shall.:) I'd Honestly Do Anything For Him ,ANYTHING.! I'd Die A Gazillion Excruciatingly Painful Deaths ,Before I'd Let Any Harm Come To Him. I Just Plain Love The Kid. With Every Fiber Of My Being. For Example ;I Could Be On A Date With JUSTIN BIEBER &&Garrison Could Call Me Saying He Was Out Of Toilet Paper ;&&I'd Be Outta' There To Go Get My Baby Some Toilet Paper. He. Means. The. World. To. Me. I Feel Bad For Whoever I End Up With 'Cause I Will Never Love Them Like I Love Him. Not Even Near The Amount I Love Him. He's My Pumpkin Butt. Forever&&Always. He Mat Never Love Me In That Way ,Ever ,But I Do Not Care In The Slightest. Well ;I Mean ,It Does. It Kills Me More ,&&More Each Day. I'll Care For Him Regardless. I'll Never Give Up On Him ,Ever. I Love Garrison Michael Wilde With All My Heart ;&& That'll Never Change. ,<3


-&&He Doesn't Care. FAIL.-_-
Welp. Keep It Fresh You Guys. Toodaloo.


-Morgann'(:
a.k.a. That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area

Just Another Day Of Shit

In Prin. Ed. Not Doing My Work. Yea. I'm Boss Like That Bro(:. Hmm. I Saw Conner Again In The Hall&&It Made Me Wanna Jump Him. Stupid Little Prick.-_-

Hmm. It's My Cousins First Day Here. We Woke Up Late This Morning && Had To Get Ready In The Bathroom At School. The Plug For The Straightener Was Of Course Out Side The Friggin' Door; So We Looked Like Complete Retards Tryn'a Hold Open The Damn Door && Straighten Our Hair At The Same Time. Garrison Hasn't Talked To Me In Three Days Bro... Not Kewl. It's Driving Me Insane!!D: Meep. I'm Hoping I Can Go To The Game; Cause Then He Can't Ignore Me Cause I'll Be All Up In His Face The Whole Night. Ugh. He Makes Me So Mad. I JUst Wanna Kick A Baby. He Says I'M The Childish One. Ha. Nah Nigga. I'm Sorry That I'm Human&&My Feelings Get Hurt When You Say Stupid Shhit Like That. I Swear; He's So Ignorant When it Comes To Feelings. Whatta Guy.-_-
Anywho; On Another Note;; I Am Sooooo Hoping I Get A Good Date To Homecoming. It's Like Oh My Dawg Will Some Ah Mae Zin Guy Just Asked Me Already! No Friggin' Joke Dude!-_- Pleh. Wyatt Should Get His Phone Fixed So I can Talk To Him. Maybe I Could Go To Homecoming With That Hot Mess.?(;
Weeeeell; Kidds' I'ma Get Going Sugarplum.
Keep It Fresh Kiddos'(:
Toodaloo.

-Morgann'(:
aka That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area.:D

Freshman Niggas

Holy Friggin' Chizz You Guys! It Has Been Sooooooo Long Since I've Blogged. I Wont Be Blogging Very Much Anymore; But I'll Try && Blog As Much As I Can(:. So; I'm A Freshman Kidds'(:! How Friggin' Ah Mae Zin Is That Bro?:3 Hmm. I Hate All The Stuid Rumors; But All&&All; Im Lovin' High School!!:) I Love My Dance Class; It's Friggin' Hard Workk; But FUN AS SHIT!!:D Dude Autym Rene Is Goin' To My School Now!(My Cousin) && We Gon' Be Tearin' It U In That Bitch! Ha. I'm Havin' Some Boy Shit Goin' Down. Garrison.-_- Yea. I'll Update Y'all On That Soon! I Got's To Get Goin' My Dears(:.
Tenga Un Bien Dia Mi Amor<3
Keep It Fresh Kiddo's!
Toodaloo(:.

-Morgann'(:
akaThat Pain You Got's In Your Rearer Area.:D

Ending with Hope

Welp, its the last day of school... pleh. im kinda happy that schools out, but... ima miss my ah mae zin franns!! eh.:/ im going to high school... im not sure how i'll do up there, im sure i'll do fine, no, more than fine! i  have loads of incredible friends that'll be up there with me, making it the best years of my life. && besides that, i have friends already in high school, sooo i got this covered. &&&& teehee... i'll be going to the same school as Derrik<3. bahaha. it'll be his last year in high school though... oh snap! he has to move to Springtown, i just forgot... ugh. well, looks like i wont be seeing him much still.:'/ you know what its gonna be like having a boyfriend who's a senior&&in Springtown?! ugh. this is gonna suck much hardcore anus! well, ima make sure i see him alot this summer... im not sure how, as to the fact he can no longer go to Logan's house. this is... shittt. pure shittt! whatever, this summer will be ah mae zin! i will MAKE ITT ah mae zin. you'll see, you'll allll see.(:

soooo, on another note, how are y'all? any broken hearts? crushed dreams, anyone? hmm. sometimes i think, what if i just disapeared... would anyone care? would anyone really miss me... i mean, sure, my family&&friends will be sad, but for what? what have i REALLY done for them... i try to live everyday to the fullest&&keep a smile on my face. ima try to be a better person, a person my friends can look up to, a person everyone can look up to... someone worth missin'... someone worth there time. i strive to be a good person, but it never really works out... i dont even think i care if it doesn't...

people... are mean... they're rude, inconsiderate, bossy, judgemental, greedy, && just down right evil....

buhhtt, thats okay, cause they're are those few good people, && ones that at least try... im not sure exactly how i fit in in those catagories, but im going to try && be one of the good ones... i have to try, we all should. if you're reading this, i want you to go out && make someones day. i dont care how you do it, but do it, please? you dont know how much that person might need it, you might even save someones life like that... maybe. just... dont do it in a greedy way, do it from your heart, && get nothing in return, besides pride in yourself for doing that for someone && maybe one day, someone will do that for you.

have a wonderful summer everyone. talk to y'all soon. keep it fresh. toodaloo.(:

-Morgann<3

a.k.a. that pain you gots in your rearier area.:D