Back Again ;Talkin' Bout My Pumpkin Butt

Why Hello Blogger. Remember Me.? Pshh. I Wouldn't Think So ,Considering The Amount Of Time I've Been Away From You. I Got A New Laptop So ;I'll Be On Here Way More. I've Missed Blogging Terribly.


If You Must Know ;Garrison&&I Are Talking Again. Of Course I'm Still Absolutely In Love With The Kid ;But He Doesn't Feel The Same. So ;Him&&I Are Just Friends. Best Friends. We're Very Close Now. Extremely. I Told Him How I Felt. It Was Four Pages Long. ...&&He Rejected Me.:'/
Wanna' See What I Wrote.?


;Morgan Taylor Wilde ,<3
A Name I'd Gladly Take One Day. I Know I'm Not Suppose To Feel This Way Anymore ;But I Can't Help But Be Completely in Love With The Kid. He's Had My Heart From Day One ,That Boy.:) My Only Regret Is Being Too Pushy. I'm Scared I Drove Him Away. It Angers Me So Terribly That He No Longer Shares The Same Compassion As I For Him. It Seems As Though I've Lost Some Of My Desire To Want To Be With Him. I Can Remember The Pain I Felt Just Thinking About Losing Him. How I Couldn't Breathe When I Thought Of Not Marrying Him. ;&&The Night He Told Me He Didn't Want To Be With Me ,&&That We Had Nothing In Common. Oh ;I've Never Felt Such Pain ,In My Entire Life. I Had Never Even Imagined Such Pain Existed. I Was Fighting For Breaths ,&&Choking On Tears ,&&Wanting Nothing But To Die. Not Only Is He The Guy I Love ,He Is My Very Best Friend. I Am More Comfortable With Him Than Any Other Boy I Have Ever Met. After The Sorrows Fated I only Wanted His Happiness. No Matter Who It Was With ,I Wanted Him To Be Happy. Of Course ,I Know For A Fact No Girl Will EVER Love Him Even A Quarter Of The Amount I Love Him. If I Got One Last Wish Before I Died ;I'd Tell Garrison I Love Him. The Maturity He Acquires For A 13 Year Old Is Impeccable. &&I Honestly Think He Is Beyond Gorgeous ,On The Inside&&Out. Yes ,He's A Prick Sometimes ;But He Wouldn't Be Garrison If He Wasn't. It Severely Painful Just Being Just Friends With Him ;But If That's What  I Have To Do To Continue Speaking To Him ;I Shall.:) I'd Honestly Do Anything For Him ,ANYTHING.! I'd Die A Gazillion Excruciatingly Painful Deaths ,Before I'd Let Any Harm Come To Him. I Just Plain Love The Kid. With Every Fiber Of My Being. For Example ;I Could Be On A Date With JUSTIN BIEBER &&Garrison Could Call Me Saying He Was Out Of Toilet Paper ;&&I'd Be Outta' There To Go Get My Baby Some Toilet Paper. He. Means. The. World. To. Me. I Feel Bad For Whoever I End Up With 'Cause I Will Never Love Them Like I Love Him. Not Even Near The Amount I Love Him. He's My Pumpkin Butt. Forever&&Always. He Mat Never Love Me In That Way ,Ever ,But I Do Not Care In The Slightest. Well ;I Mean ,It Does. It Kills Me More ,&&More Each Day. I'll Care For Him Regardless. I'll Never Give Up On Him ,Ever. I Love Garrison Michael Wilde With All My Heart ;&& That'll Never Change. ,<3


-&&He Doesn't Care. FAIL.-_-
Welp. Keep It Fresh You Guys. Toodaloo.


-Morgann'(:
a.k.a. That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area

Just Another Day Of Shit

In Prin. Ed. Not Doing My Work. Yea. I'm Boss Like That Bro(:. Hmm. I Saw Conner Again In The Hall&&It Made Me Wanna Jump Him. Stupid Little Prick.-_-

Hmm. It's My Cousins First Day Here. We Woke Up Late This Morning && Had To Get Ready In The Bathroom At School. The Plug For The Straightener Was Of Course Out Side The Friggin' Door; So We Looked Like Complete Retards Tryn'a Hold Open The Damn Door && Straighten Our Hair At The Same Time. Garrison Hasn't Talked To Me In Three Days Bro... Not Kewl. It's Driving Me Insane!!D: Meep. I'm Hoping I Can Go To The Game; Cause Then He Can't Ignore Me Cause I'll Be All Up In His Face The Whole Night. Ugh. He Makes Me So Mad. I JUst Wanna Kick A Baby. He Says I'M The Childish One. Ha. Nah Nigga. I'm Sorry That I'm Human&&My Feelings Get Hurt When You Say Stupid Shhit Like That. I Swear; He's So Ignorant When it Comes To Feelings. Whatta Guy.-_-
Anywho; On Another Note;; I Am Sooooo Hoping I Get A Good Date To Homecoming. It's Like Oh My Dawg Will Some Ah Mae Zin Guy Just Asked Me Already! No Friggin' Joke Dude!-_- Pleh. Wyatt Should Get His Phone Fixed So I can Talk To Him. Maybe I Could Go To Homecoming With That Hot Mess.?(;
Weeeeell; Kidds' I'ma Get Going Sugarplum.
Keep It Fresh Kiddos'(:
Toodaloo.

-Morgann'(:
aka That Pain You Got's In Your Rearier Area.:D

Freshman Niggas

Holy Friggin' Chizz You Guys! It Has Been Sooooooo Long Since I've Blogged. I Wont Be Blogging Very Much Anymore; But I'll Try && Blog As Much As I Can(:. So; I'm A Freshman Kidds'(:! How Friggin' Ah Mae Zin Is That Bro?:3 Hmm. I Hate All The Stuid Rumors; But All&&All; Im Lovin' High School!!:) I Love My Dance Class; It's Friggin' Hard Workk; But FUN AS SHIT!!:D Dude Autym Rene Is Goin' To My School Now!(My Cousin) && We Gon' Be Tearin' It U In That Bitch! Ha. I'm Havin' Some Boy Shit Goin' Down. Garrison.-_- Yea. I'll Update Y'all On That Soon! I Got's To Get Goin' My Dears(:.
Tenga Un Bien Dia Mi Amor<3
Keep It Fresh Kiddo's!
Toodaloo(:.

-Morgann'(:
akaThat Pain You Got's In Your Rearer Area.:D

Ending with Hope

Welp, its the last day of school... pleh. im kinda happy that schools out, but... ima miss my ah mae zin franns!! eh.:/ im going to high school... im not sure how i'll do up there, im sure i'll do fine, no, more than fine! i  have loads of incredible friends that'll be up there with me, making it the best years of my life. && besides that, i have friends already in high school, sooo i got this covered. &&&& teehee... i'll be going to the same school as Derrik<3. bahaha. it'll be his last year in high school though... oh snap! he has to move to Springtown, i just forgot... ugh. well, looks like i wont be seeing him much still.:'/ you know what its gonna be like having a boyfriend who's a senior&&in Springtown?! ugh. this is gonna suck much hardcore anus! well, ima make sure i see him alot this summer... im not sure how, as to the fact he can no longer go to Logan's house. this is... shittt. pure shittt! whatever, this summer will be ah mae zin! i will MAKE ITT ah mae zin. you'll see, you'll allll see.(:

soooo, on another note, how are y'all? any broken hearts? crushed dreams, anyone? hmm. sometimes i think, what if i just disapeared... would anyone care? would anyone really miss me... i mean, sure, my family&&friends will be sad, but for what? what have i REALLY done for them... i try to live everyday to the fullest&&keep a smile on my face. ima try to be a better person, a person my friends can look up to, a person everyone can look up to... someone worth missin'... someone worth there time. i strive to be a good person, but it never really works out... i dont even think i care if it doesn't...

people... are mean... they're rude, inconsiderate, bossy, judgemental, greedy, && just down right evil....

buhhtt, thats okay, cause they're are those few good people, && ones that at least try... im not sure exactly how i fit in in those catagories, but im going to try && be one of the good ones... i have to try, we all should. if you're reading this, i want you to go out && make someones day. i dont care how you do it, but do it, please? you dont know how much that person might need it, you might even save someones life like that... maybe. just... dont do it in a greedy way, do it from your heart, && get nothing in return, besides pride in yourself for doing that for someone && maybe one day, someone will do that for you.

have a wonderful summer everyone. talk to y'all soon. keep it fresh. toodaloo.(:

-Morgann<3

a.k.a. that pain you gots in your rearier area.:D

sniffin' missin' && paranoia:/

Okay, so you know that one friend you have that smells absolutely ah mae zin everyday?! its like come on dude, do you just roll around in daisies in your spare time?? just kiddin' causseeee he doesnt smell like daisies... he smells like, what I'd call orgasm in a bottle! yes, i know you're sitting here thinking holy tostitos Morgan, are you saying you totally do his shirt... yes, yes i would. im sorry, its not my fault i practically rape him everyday as i smell his sweet aroma... is that even how you spell aroma?....

idkk! && frankly i dont care. hmm. Mark is sitting next to me in tach app today. its Friday&&were having free time! woo. Monday is our last day. ima wear a dress!:D urrrg. ima miss these crazy ka-hooligans here at the AJHS... aw. ima miss this school so much. && my seventh grade friends that i wont get to see. I've noticed that i dont really blog about one perticular thing i just kinda keep going on with whatever happends to be on my mind... like now... i'm thinkin' bout pickles&&the coke i left in the fridge... you know how completely tragic it is that i left it in there?! dude, i wont be home until Monday after school... you know what that means?? someones gonna guzzle down my coke when i gone. theyre gonna do it, i know they are. ima be paranoid about this all weekend. ugh. Derrik cant go to Logan's tonight, so we cant hang out!!D: ehh.:/ Well, maybe he'll be able to Saturday. hmm. i miss him.:/

woah, dude, hold the phone, mann, i have got to change the subject! i gotta new disco ball! ha. && then my mom re-arranged my room so i had to take down ALL my posters && papers down off the wall && put them in my new bed spot. but my bed looks so ah mae zin! ive got my disco ball hanging from the cieling up there.(:(: wee! haha. well, i gotta get going sugarplum. dont miss me!:D keep it kewl you guys. toodaloo.(:

-Morgann<3
a.k.a. that pain you gots in your rearier area.:D

updates, braces, perves, && pain.(:

ugh. i got braces && they hurt like a MOFO!! yeaaaa..theyre painful. hmm. Garrison<3 hes my best friend&&ima marry him:D yes, i know what youre thinking, but i atually am going to marry him! haha. no matter how much i love Conner or who i end up dating... at the end ill end up with him... && im quite okay with that.. actually... its quite ah mae zin.(: sooo.. to give you a little update since i havent blogged in a while...
*Not aloud at Kylas
*Got braces
*Not with Conner anymore
*Me&&Sonja stopped being friends
*Now were kinda friends again i guess
* Me&&Conner are talking again
*Me&&Garrison are...Me&&Garrison
*Marissa&&I were no longer friends
* we got over our whoriness && are friends again
*&&&& last but ot least... idkk. i think i ran out of stuff.XD
well... ugh. guys are such perves. Rylee keeps tuching me along with Tony... theyre so annoying. i really dont care if youd fuck me, im NOT interested, freak! gaw. well, i gotta go to lunch, toodaloo.

-Morgann.(:
a.k.a. that pain you gots in your rearier area.:D

lovely teenage shitt...

hey you guys. havent posted in a while... like two weeks? lol. soo... not that long, but pretty long considering all the stuff thats gone down. long story short, my heart was broken by a complete douche bag, yes indeed, that would be Conner. hmm. lovely stuff right? yea. formals saturday. my dress is ah mae zin! STILL dont have a date... && really dont have anyone in mind.:/ urrg. oh && this incredibly hot guy Zack Frausto with an AH MAE ZIN car... turned out to be a doucher who wants amnesty && he said its cause i fuck other guys... THATS A COMPLETE LIE!! mann, you have sex with one guy your entire life && suddenly youre a whore. well, well, well... life sorta sucks. buhhhhtt ima make itt great. so all you bitches can shove itt.(: have a nice day. keep it fresh you guys. toodaloo.(:

-Morgan<3
a.k.a. that pain you gots in your rearier area.(: